Sunday, May 18, 2008

I've had better days!

Update:  I took my first round of medication about 6 hours ago and my body has regulated its self.  I started my period, I am extremely sad and at the same time I feel like God is in control and His plan is not to harm me or any child he will bless us with, as I say this I can hardly control my emotion, but I am in so much pain and I know this would not have been a good start for our baby....  Please continue to pray that I will have peace and that God will bless our family soon.  Thank you all for your comforting comments as we have went through the reversal and now as I am sick.

Well Internet friends it all started Thursday....  I went to the dentist, I had 2 fillings replaced and refilled, the last time he use white, it didn't hold up so well so this time he used silver, on the 2 back molars.  By Friday morning I had blisters all over the left side of my mouth, this slightly ruined my date with Daddy, we went to a wonderful sushi restaurant and I could hardly eat.  The best part of the date was definitely the movie, it was Jumper, it was great although toward the end of the movie they dropped the F bomb...
Saturday morning I woke up with hives all over my face, they itch and I have zero tolerance for itching so instead of hives I now have sores all over my face and neck, from the scratching.
I woke up this morning with the left side of my neck and my tongue swollen, I called the doctor who told  me to go to the urgent care.  I will be on prednisone for the next 16 days.  I can't feel the left side of my face it is completely numb.
The scariest part about all of this is I was supposed to start my period on Thursday, so of course my hopes have been so high!  I took a test yesterday around mid day and it was negative, my heart was so sick, I feel horrible with the itching and sores in my mouth and then I get the negative result on the pregnancy test, I have never been this late and not been pregnant.  I spoke with the doctor and asked if this allergic reaction to the filling could cause my period not to start and he told me it was possible because my body is fighting the allergy, but I am a very healthy woman so he suggested I retest tomorrow.  Please pray for me, we really want another baby.  I just feel like what a cruel twist for me to have an allergic reaction and it cause me not to start my period, as I pray daily for God to bless us...

9 comments:

We are THAT Family said...

Oh I feel do feel for you and will be praying for healing and peace for your heart!

BlessedBeyondBelief said...

Prayers are going up for you HappyMommy! Hope you have a better week.

Well Behaved Krissy said...

Praying for you!!! I know that must be a really scary thing. Keep us posted.

Well Behaved Krissy said...

Praying for you!!! I know that must be a really scary thing. Keep us posted.

P.S. He loves you... said...

All of it is a bummer...but the part where we hope and then feel "let down" afterwards is the worst.
Yes, I'll say a prayer right now!

DHF~ Give this "Happy Mommy" Your Heart's desire for Her, because we know Your will is the best for us!
Bless her in Healing~ In Jesus Name~Amen

Becky said...

First of all, I am with you girl, I hate the dentist. (Nothing personal doc, just not a fan!)

Secondly, I am so sorry for your sucky weekend and your disappointment. I really believe that it is a temporary trial and that you will be PG real soon! :)

God Bless,
The Maid

onemoreequalsfour said...

I am so sorry about your rough weekend and your sadness! I will be praying for you and thinking of you today! My heart hurts for you and I would love to just wrap my arm around you but know that your Heavenly Father Can. Remember He is able to do exceedingly more than anything we can ask or imagine so don't give up!

Anonymous said...

Happy Mommy,

I'm praying for your peace and comfort. I love you girl and I hurt with you as you are going through these trials. If you need anything please call me...meal babysit whatever. Remember God Loves you and he weeps when we do...We have an awesome Lord and Savior... He is Sovereign... God will bless you with your hearts desire in HIS time...until then we will continue to petition our Lord on your behalf. with Sisterly Love in Christ,
Heather

Amanda said...

I'm so sorry for your allergic reaction and for the disappointing test. I know how heartbreaking they can be. Praying for the outcome you want, and quickly.