Did I mention that my Mother and Father in law are divorced? They haven't spent more that 2 hours at any family function together and they are both going to be staying at our house for 3 and 1/2 days. And did I mention they don't like each other? So I have just realized this house could be a disaster and she probably won't notice.
And did I mention that she is one of the best cooks I've ever met? She taught me to cook, she makes wonderful food and I feel the pressure, for real people. Not because she has ever said anything about my cooking, she actually says that the things I make are great, but because I am known for my cooking and she is known for her cooking...
Ok so now that I have all that off my chest, did I mention that if I am not pregnant this month that HD has to have his sperm level checked, and that I am so trying to lay this at God's feet. When HD had the vasectomy he never went back for his check up (sperm level) and our insurance covers the check up. So I don't know what to do, I can be totally honest and ask if they will honer the check up even though he has since had a vasectomy reversal, or we can go to the lab for a whopping $500 dollars. I am of course praying that we will become pregnant this month, but also asking for God's will not mine.
So I think I have been feeling more stress this week that the whole year! And I just wanted you all to know. Please pray for me that I will keep a Godly perspective this week, and receive my Mother in law lovingly knowing this visit is alot harder for her than me. And as far as the pregnancy, you all know I want to be pregnant.
Did I mention that my Mother in law does not read my blog thankfully?